Tuesday, October 25, 2011

H 33



Apparently he fell to his death while climbing a building with the intent of jumping off the roof to his death. We know this because he had drawn up a plan, as a drawing on simple white paper, complete with height, angle, impact designated by broken line and arrowhead. Simple, articulate, but hardly masterful. The plan was folded neatly into a rectangle that slipped neatly into the right rear pocket of his well worn levis. The man, of undetermined age, but officials speculate, strictly off-the-record that he was probably in mid thirties and worn as thin as the jeans he wore.
As articulate the plan, simple-as-it-was, was, the most critical detail became ‘why’ and there was no articulation to meet that end or his.
“Who’ might helped with  ‘the why’, but we were told they were working on that by the cops and nothing was forthcoming pending next of kin, if they knew who that might be, which they claimed not.
Someone noted the man wore headed phones, the tiny earbud kind. Don’t ask me how they could possible made that out of the mess that was his head, but apparently the wires ended in the t shirt pocket. The unit therein too was shattered so no telling what tunes he had to accompany him. Sick barroom humor would make a game speculating on what song he last heard, I Fall To Pieces…by Patsy Cline is, so far at least, comfortably ahead. They’d sing all night as long as some bloke was buying the rounds and punches in H-33 on the juke.

Sunday, October 16, 2011



The fog follows the winding bay down to her deepest resources, there in the far nestled grove, embracing her nest as the mist kissed eucalyptus drips drips to the  dank loam below and the heron calls, somewhere out there on the marsh.

Saturday, October 15, 2011

refuse




They were young and beautiful and gifted. Full of ideas. Full of life. They were the next big thing, the next great voice, the one true genius, each and every one. Vibrant. Strong. Now lined up in tombs….strike that….rooms…to die… to dry, like fruit, sapped of juice dehydrating from the inside without a thought of where they are, were, or had been. 
“I was once…” he would say, not knowing where to go with the half-thought. And correct he was, wisdom within the perfect simplicity of failed neurons. He was once. He used to fight it, struggling with his memory…with his lost wisdom, his prizes, his jewels, his daughters and sons, husbands and wives, children, and grand….friends, cousins, foes, messy affairs. Triumphs. Woes. Forgotten. Gone to the wishes and promises long unfulfilled, and guilt’s shame, finally forgiven.
We do not change the world. We are the refuse.

Thursday, September 29, 2011

LAB RABBIT


Everyplace is someplace
And everybody is somebody
If you find yourself in Berlin
With a Guatemalan munchkin
Its no sin
to begin with
Just part of the master blend
Enemy or friend
Master plan
Mix master blem’s
Genuine mix madness
Rejected
Genius status
As Sad mad
static static static static
Bombards
Us,
Injects
Us,
with Insanity

 Survival,
       The same
          Chance
          as
                                               a lab rabbit

Sunday, September 11, 2011


IT’S A FUCKING FOUL WORLD
AND I’M IN A FUCKIN FOUL MOOD
GODDAM NEWSHOUR AT BREAKFAST
MAKES ME WANT TO HURL
GO BACK TO BED
IF I HAD A PLACE TO LIE MY LICEY HEAD
IF I HAD SOMETHING TO EAT
IF IT DIDN’T HURT
SOME DAY JUST NO REASON TO WAIT
STEW SLOW SIMMERS IN MY OWN HATE
FOOLS STRIKING EACH OTHER ON TV
THINK I’ LL TAKE MINE ON OUT TO THE STREET
BUST ME SOME PORKCHOP COPSLOP CHOPSHOPSUEY
BRING SOME MEAN MOTHER SONS TO THEIR KNEES
IF YOU AIN’T GONNA SHOOT ME
THEN FUCKIN SUE ME

Is that what you want to hear? Crap…it’s all crap. Some of that crazed and nasty loathing? I’m full of that. Fuck you people! You know what I mean? I ain’t some ugly puppet you wave around to scare the fright-or-flight folks. I ain’t some monkey on a chain like some pit dog muthafuck.

Today I got my rile up and it’s just not goin’ down so ez.

- TANK