Chester Henfield was cast aside at a young age. It was no
doing of his, but he had exactly no time
to dally. He had to ‘get on with it’,
just to save his own skin and survive. No time for remorse, or your hurled
curses. Only time will allow that, if you make it*.
So, if you want to talk about ‘tight’, that might be the hole Chester Henfield had to
squeeze through, just to survive.
*(If you do make
it,
you can unleash
all the hatred
you can muster,
if you must,
but I’d be careful…
very careful.)
Even the bird’s-eye view will be distorted by the lens of
life’s experiences. You can’t see clearly from just one vantage so don’t try,
even if it’s all you know, it’s never nearly enough.
Get along, flow along, after all, a bird’s eye is not the
view Chester was privy to, more that of a worm, so it didn’t really matter. A
worm sticking it’s head out of the murk, only to glimpse the real world while
preferably in the darkness. Blind to the light, it shudders and withdraws.
So
it is with Chester.
But
then, Chester was oblivious. Obscured by his harsh, day-to-day, realities,
were, The Realities…
Of
which he had no idea…or scope.
So,
they didn’t matter.
Life
exists in the moment for Chester.
Nothing
else.
One
day Chester found himself, fully exposed, in the bright moonlight. He had no
idea it was lunar-something-or-other day… It was a fuckin’ Thursday, 1 AM and
the last run to liquor store before closing. But then he was cast in this
‘magical light’ and thought to himself, “ What the fuck ?”
He
cowered from it, even though he knew it was not an alien spaceship…it could be.
He edged himself along the walls, and into the shadows, all the way to his
apartment. It wasn’t far, a block and a half, but it felt a mile, and by the
time he got back, he was sweating profusely, and had the agita, you wouldn’t
believe.
Once
he calmed down it was 3 – 3:30…and he never really rested, he just tossed and
turned throughout . Part of it was his wish, and part was his anxiety. But best
put those thoughts to rest. If only he could…
Waking
up, wasted, with nowhere to turn. He wormed his way out of the hole, but
suspected, just the same, something horrific would happen this day. His first
day in daylight…
And
it did, in the shape of a trash truck, run amuck…
Poor
shmuck, just his luck.
Stomped
upon, without even being noticed.
V